9.03.2009

the white horse

This is how I'm feeling recently. Some times dreams and dreamers get left behind.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EzGT0cmyjlc

Say you're sorry. That face of an angel comes out. Just when you need it to. As I pace back and forth all this time. 'Cause I honestly believed in you. Holding on, The days drag on. Stupid girl. I should have known, I should have known.

That I'm not a princess. This ain't a fairytale. I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet. Lead her up the stairwell. This ain't Hollywood, This is a small town. I was a dreamer before you went and let me down. Now its too late for you and your White Horse, To come around. Baby I was naĆ­ve,Got lost in your eyes. I never really had a chance, My mistake, I didn't know that to be in love you had to fight to have the upper hand. I had so many dreams about you and me. Happy endings. Now I know. I'm not a princess. This ain't a fairytale. I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet. Lead her up the stairwell. This ain't Hollywood, This is a small town. I was a dreamer before you went and let me down. Now its too late for you and your White Horse, To come around.

And there you are on your knees. Begging for forgiveness, Begging for me. Just like I always wanted, But I'm so sorry. Cause I'm not your princess. This ain't our fairytale. I'm gonna find someone, someday.. Who might actually treat me well. This is a big world, That was a small town. There in my rear view mirror, Disappearing now. And it's too late for you and your White Horse. Now its too late for you and your White Horse..To catch me now..

9.01.2009

long time no see...

I've been away from this blog for a while. Things in life have not been overly great. I wish that this past year never happened. I regret a lot of things that happened in the last year and all I can do is look forward and move on. Leaving behind those who hurt me. I wish I could carry them through but they will have to help themselves this time around. I'm tried of being the one to always say I'm sorry...I'm done being the one who is taken for granted.