time passes

by so damn quickly. I've been busy, but not really busy. If you can call my life busy. The more you say it the more the word sounds retarded. Sandy doesn't like the word retarded...maybe I shouldn't use it much. I guess I've just become a jumble of un-busy-ness-but-busy. Maybe I just look busy. I don't know. I feel busy sometimes...more times than not. I look around but I don't seem to finish or do much. So how can I be busy? You tell me. Life hasn't been the best lately...I don't think. So trying to be busy or maybe look busy? Trying to keep my mind busy from what I can tell you. I would tell you but I keep it in my head for a reason. Maybe I'm just a nut case wrapped up in a little cute box of busy. Can you be idle-busy?