'I love you'...wait, what?

Most think that finding love is the greatest thing that can happen to us. You fall in love with someone. It's great and beautiful and you think this is it this is the one for me. Love is supposed to be filling and everything good in life. But it's a cover...it's a devil in a disguise. Love cheats you and bit by bit we break over time the one we love with mistrust, anger, misunderstandings, and the inability to give and take. It's hard to give yourself to another. But what happens when you can no longer give? What happens when love looses it's disguise. What are you left with. You wanna believe that person loves you as you love them. We all love differently. We continue to love because we think one day it will not be a joke...that cover will not be there and love will be pure and honest. Love is free but that's part of the cover. Love comes with a lot of strings that you can't see. It needs constant understanding and devotion and work. Love is fragile and can be broken quickly or piece-by-piece. Love is the hardest thing to maintain. Still we go after it knowing that it can hurt. It's difficult to forgive and love again after that hurt. Sometimes we just go on...we should just go on.........................