10.27.2008

...idk

This weekend wasn't all that bad. I've tried seperating myself as Gen has asked me to do. It's difficult not to blame yourself for what is happening. But it's better than feeling like hell. It comes easy to me to ignore something when someone tells me too. Can I do it the rest of my life? idk. Can I find a way to live like a yo-yo all do to loving him? Am I willing to give up more than I already have?

I have given myself one chance more...just one.

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