10.27.2008

letter...

I wanted to write a letter to Kris. I was really overly excited about it. Then I thought "what the heck kind a letter?" Then I thought a really good NSFW dirty email would spark a fire...idk, maybe it would, maybe it would just make me look like a fucking fool. A fool who can't give up what she loves...

Then I thought I should just write a true letter of feelings...but when I go to write it I break down into tears, the paper gets wet, and the ink smears...Maybe I should use pencil? But is he going to understand a letter of feelings? I don't really thing so...

Maybe a letter of facts. Facts, lists, details?
Maybe a letter of impressions?
Maybe a letter of hatred?
Maybe a letter of intimate thoughts?

I really should just stated what is in my brain and let the pieces fall where they may?

Someone help me...

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